Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Moodle crashed now!
I cannot do my science quiz
I am blaming moodle although I know that it is my fault
Actually, it is exactly 5.00pm now and I thought moodle only crashed at night
I was wrong
I am always wrong
I am not surprised
And I am not EMOING
The world is weird
I don't belong somehow
I don't belong now
and forever
I am not blaming everybody
only myself
Maybe I am at the wrong place and at the wrong time
Confused
Lonely
Depressed
Oh, I lost hope
Where is hope?
Light?
Love?
Peace?
Freedom?
I seem to be in the desert
I want spiritual water
But I don't seem to get it
I want to open the eyes of my heart
I want holy water
I want to start anew
What have I done wrong?
What if I am a vampire?.................
(This is not a random thought)
Will things be different?
Joanna :)
p.s. will trust in God forever even when things just seem like................ now
came at2:10 AM