Ok, am doing the maths quiz in moodle and I decided to take a break so here I come. Tried the speed test for a while too. I wanna win *** *** in every single thing! Haha, I think I cannot. I just read finish twilight saga! It is super nice and I feel that the nicest book is eclipse. Twilight is the most boring ok?

I know a lot of people do not agree with me. Edward and Bella are like so happy, together with Jacob and Renesmee. Lovely ending.

Anyway, this is my best result for the speed test. Can beat that?

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The holidays are starting and my mood has not changed a bit. I am going to die. Global warming is killing the earth and the earth is going to die. The earth is ending and Jesus is coming back! YAY! LOVE HIM!!!

Joanna

You are getting worse

You are not helping

I am at the mercy of you

You can do whatever you want with me

You seem to

When can this stop?

Why are you doing this to me?

What have I done wrong?

Are you pushing me deeper into the dark dark pit?

I want to break free

When can I get away from you?

Every air that I breathe reeks of you

I am uncontrollably stuck with you

Please let go of me

I want to be free

Please

When will this madness stop?

This process of burning

Burning

Burning

The holes in my heart

When will this ever stop?

I hate you

I hate you so much

Why am I at your mercy?

How can I escape from you?

You make me miserable

I hate you



You are so maddening!

When can I get rid of you?

How can I get myself off this crap?

I am sick

I am tired

And I don't know what to do

You are giving me nightmares everyday

I am begging you to stop

I cannot control this anymore

Please

Please

Please

Please

Please

Please

Please

Please

Please

Please

Please

Please

Please

Please

Please

Please

Please

Please

Don't let me drown in my pool of tears

You are mean

Very mean

What do you want from me?

I am really begging you

Please stop torturing me

It hurts

My expression is more than agony

It is very painful

Can you stop doing that to me?



I post this post only for my beloved buggy ok?

I really miss her and this is NEW YORK local time right now. At least, this makes me feel a little bit better.



Joanna



Moodle crashed now!

I cannot do my science quiz

I am blaming moodle although I know that it is my fault

Actually, it is exactly 5.00pm now and I thought moodle only crashed at night

I was wrong

I am always wrong

I am not surprised

And I am not EMOING

The world is weird

I don't belong somehow

I don't belong now

and forever

I am not blaming everybody

only myself

Maybe I am at the wrong place and at the wrong time

Confused

Lonely

Depressed

Oh, I lost hope

Where is hope?

Light?

Love?

Peace?

Freedom?

I seem to be in the desert

I want spiritual water

But I don't seem to get it

I want to open the eyes of my heart

I want holy water

I want to start anew

What have I done wrong?

What if I am a vampire?.................

(This is not a random thought)

Will things be different?


Joanna :)

p.s. will trust in God forever even when things just seem like................ now



Hello everyone, I am updating again although I don't think that there are lots of people interested in what I am going to blog about. I got a bit confused over the evaluating of usefulness thing for the history test so I went to investigate. (hardworking me) Anyway, I found this information that is quite useful to me.

Comparing sources Top Tips When you are asked to compare to sources and decide on their reliability and/or usefulness make sure you analyse both

For each source analyse its strengths and weaknesses - what makes it reliable/useful, what detracts from its reliability/utility Come to a conclusion!

Don't say they are both of the same reliability or usefulness, choose one and state your case clearly

Looking at Bias

Don't fall into the trap of calling a source biased just because it is written by someone on a particular side of a dispute. Make sure you have grounds for describing a source as biased!

The essential skill is to explain how and why a source is biased and to explain why it matters that a source is biased namely that it affects its reliability and perhaps usefulness

When thinking about usefulness

The key trigger here is an understanding of what your line of enquiry is.

For instance a biased source might be extremely useful if you are investigating the opinions of a particular group at a particular time, but less useful if you were asked to investigate "the facts" of an event

When sources disagree

It is an examiner favourite to ask why two or more sources don't agree.

Don't just describe the sources back to the examiner - this is how they disagree not why.

Also take care to remain focussed - you have not been asked about reliability or usefulness here!
Use all the sources and your own knowledge

This type of question often requires you to study a relatively high number of sources and to agree or disagree on a particular statement. These are frequently questions worth many marks!

List your knowledge which supports the statement

List your knowledge which does not support the statement

Look to the sources and add evidence from the sources to both your lists

You will know be in a position to write a balanced answer

Try not to sit on the fence - come to a conclusion!!

At least that convinced me that I THINK I used the correct method. I used contextual knowledge, plus cross-referencing. It just sort of puzzled me still, though. If I used the method which I think is correct, my conclusion will forever be agreed to a small extent. Still VERY confused!

It sounds logical too. The question they asked about usefulness is so broad and the source is like just a few lines. Ok, getting confused here again.

Next week is gonna be a very very busy week as I have a list of stuff not done.

Monday----

-The timetable is switched ( four periods of science and I am now stuck at the science worksheet )

-CIP at tan tock seng on Monday ( must practice scores and will be back very late! )

Tuesday----

-Lessons will end at 10.45pm on tuesday ( after that dunno got what activity, go back home must prepare for geog test and I mean MEMORISE and do TIME PRACTICE on my own)

Wednesday----

-I have to stay back for choir practice although I dun feel like it and I am really considering to pon it. ( We are only learning daemon what, I can go home and learn and I WILL LEARN IT! Must revise for geog test what. That practice also not official )

Thursday-----

-Geog test ( die le! How to finish on time???? )

Friday-----

-National day celebration, cross country running, later choir barbecue

And not to mention!

the science quiz on waves to chiong next week, plus the geog test.

the chem project coming up

plus my piano and violin exam coming up

and the deadline of memorising choir scores!

I am going mad! So stressed! ARGH!!!!!!

Oh, just to add, I FLUNK all my common tests so far. *** ***'s maths so pro! Dun deny it ok? Everybody are strong in one thing or another and I am left with none.

Trusting in God to help me finish all these ****

Joanna (: